My Not Too Gud Life!!

IMG_20170816_181848I am not really back!!!even if i am… i wont be posting much…..just in search of some motivations and rays of hopes from wherever possible….I NEED THEM

So let me tell u about my life now!!

Most probably the most loneliest phase of my life 😦 yes!!! Indeed it is….

Though there have been people supporting but those veryyyy few people too never fail to remind me of the bads i have done or just  leave me hanging in between 😐……most probable ones being my past 2 years life!!

Past 2 months have been a mirror of all the wrongs i have done and i saw through them and yess the feeling is not gud at all!!!

Completely ruined my past 15 years bright school life at the very end…….

12 result…..one word SHAMEFULL!!

Have taken drop….to work on myself make peace with my past and do justice to my future……

MOST MOST MOST STRESSFULL PERIOD OF MY ENTIRE LIFE …………..

WHERE I NEED SOMEONE TO CONSTANTLY BE THERE FOR ME AND TELL ME THAT YESS I CAN DO IT…

BUT………WHEN I NEEDED THEM MOST LEFT ME😭

RIGHT NOW…..TRYING TO FOCUS MORE ON STUDIES KEEPING ALL EMOTIONS ASIDE FOLLOWING THE PRINCIPLE:-

WHATEVER IT IS!!! U HAVE TO DO IT ALONE NOT FOR ANYONE BUT FOR URSELF!!!!

~KHUSHI (trying to be positive as before)

 

15 thoughts on “My Not Too Gud Life!!

  1. You can do.When I passed 12 with flying colors I was so much appreciated but I could not reach desired marks in my competitive exams twice.I was almost lamented and shunned.I ran away from people.I know they wont support you but just pin at you.I have suffered this.So I would just say that only trust your parents and talk to them pankhudi.You will feel so so better
    Best wishes
    Ujjwal

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  2. Smells Like Teen Spirit…never take these results and all that seriously…yeh hota raha tha hai…just be yourself…and even if you fail admit it and move one…never work hard or stress self after that to prove…

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