I am not really back!!!even if i am… i wont be posting much…..just in search of some motivations and rays of hopes from wherever possible….I NEED THEM
So let me tell u about my life now!!
Most probably the most loneliest phase of my life 😦 yes!!! Indeed it is….
Though there have been people supporting but those veryyyy few people too never fail to remind me of the bads i have done or just leave me hanging in between 😐……most probable ones being my past 2 years life!!
Past 2 months have been a mirror of all the wrongs i have done and i saw through them and yess the feeling is not gud at all!!!
Completely ruined my past 15 years bright school life at the very end…….
12 result…..one word SHAMEFULL!!
Have taken drop….to work on myself make peace with my past and do justice to my future……
MOST MOST MOST STRESSFULL PERIOD OF MY ENTIRE LIFE …………..
WHERE I NEED SOMEONE TO CONSTANTLY BE THERE FOR ME AND TELL ME THAT YESS I CAN DO IT…
BUT………WHEN I NEEDED THEM MOST LEFT ME😭
RIGHT NOW…..TRYING TO FOCUS MORE ON STUDIES KEEPING ALL EMOTIONS ASIDE FOLLOWING THE PRINCIPLE:-
WHATEVER IT IS!!! U HAVE TO DO IT ALONE NOT FOR ANYONE BUT FOR URSELF!!!!
~KHUSHI (trying to be positive as before)